I've been feeling a little bit low and vulnerable recently. I can't be more honest with myself about it. Everything seems like it has been put on hold and that my life is taking steps backwards.
I don't enjoy this one bit.
I thought I'd be fine about losing my job until Feb/March but I can't even kid myself anymore.
Without money i'm limited to anything I can do. I can't go do stuff with my friends, I can't go visit friends and I can't have a good time. It sucks that i've made myself rely on money but it's just the way the cookie crumbles.